Hot

I fall for HAWT–SMEXY–CUTE guys.
Especially if they are TALLER, SKINNIER, and PRETTIER than I am. ~<3

I’m so in-love with Yuichi Nakamura so much right now~♥

 

Oh my, such Revelations!

Saturday night out was a really fun night.

Revelations at its finest~ :D

You were ruled out of #4,
but hey~ you ruled me out too! :P

Though let’s talk again when the time comes
that it’s possible to write you back on the list.
HAHA!

For now,
let’s both drink and smoke our hearts out~
and I’m still backing off! LOL

~~~
Why did I even blog this?
HAHA LOL

 

Gokudera and Yamamoto

HELLO NOVEMBER!

It’s the start of November, and I’m expecting nothing today.
Though it’s my mom’s birthday today.
Nevertheless, it’s a holiday here in my country.

I woke up early today just to sleep again. I was listening to the people outside my room. Just when I was about to fall asleep again, they were trying to knock on my door and I think it was my little brother trying to find his way with the documents I left hanging on my door. Of course I was surprised, I quickly jumped out my bed and opened my door.

It was the delivery I was waiting for a month now.

YES! FOR A MONTH NOW!

Every week since September 25, I kept on calling their service center to ask them the status. AND AFTER THE VERY EPIC LONG WAIT! It’s now on my doorsteps! YEY! *dance dance* haha

So I just got out of my bed. In other words, I don’t look decent. *sudpeys* So I got my lovely towel and placed it on one of my shoulders and covered my front. Yea, I was wearing shirt and shorts but that’s not enough. LOL

SO SAY HELLO TO MY CANON FREEBIES!

In my previous post, “Belphegor, Squalo, and Rasiel“, I posted that I bought a new DSLR and lens and I’m waiting for the freebies that they’ll send me. So there. I’m really happy about this! YAY!

3-Year Warranty Card and Manual

I was really happy about it! It’s not everyday that you’d get a 3 Year Warranty for something you bought. It’s usually just a year or two. I’m very lucky to get this. Plus, I didn’t expect it to have a card with it. hehe~ I worked in a callcenter before as a technical support representative and one of the requirements to have your gadget repaired or replaced is to have the receipt. Here, it’s waaaaay better since there is an actual proof.

Gokudera :: tamrac velocity 8x bag

I was really WAITING for this because I really didn’t expect that I’d get a free bag with my purchase. I was really surprised when I found out that the color was BLACK&RED! It’s very special for me, and I love the color! I was expecting it to be blue because when I was searching in the Internet, I thought it only had blue and brown in stock. So WOOT!

Then, I remembered Canon’s color is Black&Red so yea~ hahaha! I’m so slow these days haha!

And yes, I named that bag Gokudera. Yamamoto is one of the guardians from Katekyo Hitman Reborn. He is the storm guardian, and thus has the color red. LOL I know, that’s really lame that I’d name my photography things on KHR characters. But I’d want to do that since if I did, I have a feeling that my collection will be wider and better. XD

It’s also funny that my camera is named Belphegor since he is Varia’s storm guardian. hahaha!

Yamamoto :: Special Canon EF Lens Collectors Cup

I really love this! To have a tumbler shaped like a very expensive lens. haha! I usually have Starbucks tumblers and others, but this is an authentic Canon Collectors Cup. I’m so blessed that I don’t need to purchase it anymore. :D Saved me a whole lotta cash. hehe

looks just like a normal Canon White Lens

but sorry, it’s a tumbler~ XD

I named this tumbler Yamamoto just because he is the water guardian. haha! I won’t place water there since there is a very small hole on top of it. I think it’s best to put hot coffee in it since well, it’s stainless. I don’t know. Hello Starbucks! XD

And yes, like the bag, it’s also Ironic that I named this after a water guardian. Sqaullo is actually Varia’s water guardian. :P Bleh~

I can say that the names are purely coincidental. I was thinking wisely on how to them them based on their structure or purpose. It just so happened that it’s like that. HAHA

delivery receipts and serial numbers

I’d like to thank DHL for delivering my stuffs on a holiday. :P and to Canon, thank you so much! It’s like I didn’t spend so much here. But well yea, haha you get my point. Purchasing a separate bag will be very expensive and it’s good that it’s an 8x bag and it’s very big. Though I wish the style was better. LOL

Happy day today! :”D

 

Belphegor, Squalo, and Rasiel

I bought this today:

Belphegor (Canon EOS 7D);
Squalo (EF 50mm f/1.8 II);
Rasiel (4GB Canon EOS 5D II USB Drive).

Here’s the story. I think a lot of you already know that I’ve been trying to get my hands on a proper photography equipment. So here it is.

I finally got myself a very awesome Canon EOS 7D. I named it Belphegor just because I think it suits it well. For one, the name itself is a name of a demon who is said to help make discoveries. LOL On another hand, in the 7 Deadly Sins it’s the demon linked to Sloth. It’s very ironic but it suits it so well. haha! And for two, I really like Belphegor from the anime series: Katekyo Hitman REBORN! :P Really cute~ XD

My purchase didn’t have a kitlens with it because somebody told me that it was not worth it for that 7D. So yea, I purchased an EF 50mm f/1.8 II and I named it Squalo. Wow! Okay, well yea. Superbi Squalo at my service. I like him too and he’s really cute. :P He is often seen with Belphegor. So yea, that’s why it’s named that way. XD

Unlike my 2 previous purchases, I didn’t purchase my Rasiel. He is my Canon EOS 5D Mk.II 4GB USB Drive that I got free from my 7D. If you watch KHR you’d know who he is. He is the long lost twin brother of Belphegor who showed himself in the series during the future arc. hehe~

So there you have it! I named them all from the same anime series. I’m such a nerd. :< LOL

[trying to study?]

But anyway, I’m still waiting for Canon’s delivery. They said I will get a free tamrac velocity 8x bag free from the 7D purchase and a Canon collector’s tumbler for the 50mm purchase. So happy! Can’t wait. I’m still thinking for their names, but it will definitely be from KHR too. LOL

and yes, I am a Lycan! XD

 

Bokura ga Ita :: memories

” Takahashi,

I wish I could rewrite my past,

but I can’t.

If I could, I’d do all I could…

if it would stop you from crying.

But… that’s impossible.

My past won’t change.

That’s why…

we need to make my past pale in comparison to our present. ”

Yano Motoharu
Bakura ga Ita
episode 8

 

STOP! rewind… PAUSE! play~

[Photo by: Amcel Ong]

I haven’t been practicing or learning new things about cards since I’ve started working again. It’s not that I don’t want to learn, I’ve been just too busy. A lot is happening right now and I’m removing some distractions one by one.

I love cards! I love flourishing! I love magic!
But I think that’s not enough.

For now, I think it’s better for me to pause for a while. Just like what happened to me before, suddenly pausing from the music industry. I need to focus on the things in front of me now. With the normal human lifespan, it’s not enough to learn everything you want. It’s okay. Probably I’ll return to this part of my life when all goes well. After all, it was my own decision to learn about cards anyway.

Cardistry is fun… but there are some things that made me think otherwise.

I think of the art as something that would make me feel happy and also others happy.
I look at it as something that I can call a hobby.
I can never look at it in a professional way.

People often mistake professionalism as something that they are good at. In a sense, it looks like that they incorporate “being professional” to the point that they look down on people who just wants to learn it since it’s fun and happy. Isn’t that being an “elitist” instead?

Being professional means you are gaining income from it, thus it means that it’s now “work” and not a “hobby”.

I on the other hand, thinks of it as something that I can present or perform as something really random to anyone by any means. It’s a good hobby for me since I’m supposed to be having fun while learning it. I can never label cardistry to be something that I can gain income.

People may react on this, but I really don’t care. You guys are good at what you’re doing, I respect you guys for that. Everybody has a say, right? I want to have fun, that’s all. And I’m not having fun anymore because of the stereotype that’s been going around lately.

Maybe I’m not supposed to be in that industry, right?
I think I’m better off learning them on my own since I’ll be intrigued more and would be able to retain them in my mind. Like, learning them at my own pace. I don’t need a bunch of know-hows inserted on my mind. That’s not how people learn. Believe me, I know learning. A person can’t really learn like that. You need to grab the idea as a whole and slowly set your mind to it.

There’s no point in learning it really fast. We’re not on a race called “The Person Who Can Learn Fast Will Be Successful”. So there’s no point in rushing them. There will be a time when I will get back to learning card flourishes and tricks. I really need a rest from all these things. Thank you.

So, in pausing…

I think I’d want to return to music again. I haven’t really played or learned anything for years already. Suddenly, my passion for music was triggered again for some time now. I want to play my guitar again. I want to learn new songs. I want to recall everything. It’s gonna be hard, but I want to relearn everything again.

In the end, everything is always my decision.

 

Happy 21st Birthday, Erin~!

// will make a detailed post sometime soon~

 

disOrganize?

I have told myself that if after I assemble my new desktop, I would be organized and will be fixing my files and all that. haha!

Procrastination at its finest~ :P

My new desktop (or at least the CPU), which I named “yamapi“, had been put to use since yesterday (February 5, 2010 F). woot!

The thing is, I’m still lazy to personalize this and to transfer my files to its harddrive. haha! I don’t know. haha Maybe I’m still waiting for the table that I’d buy in a few days, plus a monitor that I’ll also purchase from one of my friends. :P Then maybe, after that I’d be more relaxed and organized. haha

Well, lately I had a lot of thoughts coming through my mind. haha! I wanna write about them soon. Too bad I’m really lazy today. haha! Well, kind of lazy coz’ I’m typing this now. haha!

Anyways, will update my blog soon enough XD
I promise!^^

 

Cleaning Time

Yea~! So I’m cleaning my room right now. I need to clean it. haha! Haven’t “really” cleaned my extreme epic messy room. haha! I remember when I was online on YM and would have to open my webcam, all my friends kept on telling me to clean my room already coz’ they can see all the junk and mess from the view. HAHA!

Anyways, I kinda needed to pause for a moment. Rest~ haha!

I just threw out 200+ pieces of my handmade white paper cranes. I left around 65 pieces though since we’re gonna use some on a random photoshoot in a few hours. LOL and I’m still wide awake here hahaha!

A lot of mess, I threw about one big “balikbayan” box full of mess, papers, and some stuffs that I don’t really need now. Organized my school papers and stuffs into envelopes. HAHA! yea~ I do that lols~ :P

Well, you won’t see the mess from this view of the camera~ hehehe~ coz’ that part’s already been errrr… organized? well, a bit lols!

I still have to sweep the floor in a while, then move some of my things to another part of my room. hahaha!

Oh yea~ I found my long lost mp3 player somewhere buried in all the mess. lols~ So yea, I was listening to my playlist from a year ago while cleaning. hehe~

I must say, it’s nicer to clean at night. No one bothers me. hahaha! XD

Well, why am I cleaning my room? After having my room for like that for over a year now, do I have a reason to really clean it like that? I mean, I was just sick since last week. And the moment I got a little better I’m doing this. hehe~

hmmm~ well, actually… I’m preparing for my new love to arrive. WOOT!

I had my cousin, Kuya Cris, assemble a desktop for me since my laptop broke down just this December. D: So yea, goodbye salary. HAHAHAHA!

I’m gonna name my new desktop “yamapi” since I love yamapi so much~
heehee~ :P

Anyways, gotta go~ it’s 4:44am according to this pc’s clock. haha! and I still have much to do. Plus I need to go to school in a while and go to a photoshoot afterwards lol~ :P

 

tumblr?

I now have my tumblr account~ LOL

here’s my link:
raison d’être

It’s just the same as my URL here at my wordpress, just a different domain. LoLz

Basically, all my TL;DR stuffs will be posted here, and my short blogs, picture blogs, or whatever will be posted there in my tumblr instead~ you know the drill… LOL~ so follow me on both XD hehehe

Thanks~!

oh and, I still don’t have a computer so…… HAHAHAHAHA