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Dec 23, 2010 [Thu]
“My mind just skipped Christmas and New Year all together!”
(Bare, 2010)
That was the statement I sent Pao thru IM when I woke up this morning.
My mind understood me, and wanted me to just skip this whole season.
When I woke up, I actually thought it was already January, and not to mention, a Tuesday. January 17 is the start of our new school term and on it’s next day, a Tuesday, I’ve got double 3-hour periods. I rushed myself out of bed when I saw my wallclock as it said a few minutes pass 7. Then I realized, after 5minutes of staring out at thin space, it wasn’t really January and it was still December, and Christmas isn’t over yet.
GAWD! I hate Christmas and New Year… seriously! ._.
Dec 06, 2010 [Mon]
emotional
TURMOIL
Dec 05, 2010 [Sun]
Hallelujah Chance~!
Posted by erinbare under paranoia | Tags: gimik, odd, saturday night out |Leave a Comment
Saturday Night Out… I realized a lot of things.
I have been hiding for 10 years. All these burden I got are lifted, even if it wasn’t everything. It’s very good that I had a chance to let it all out. It’s amazing, I must say! It was like everything went flashing in my mind, everything. I cried until I was good. It really is very nice that there’s someone that saved me from myself. He wasn’t that someone special, but as a friend, he still tried to save me.
I can repeat this over and over to him: Arigatou! Hontou ni arigatou!
I realized, I never did needed any Hallelujah Chance~!
since I don’t regret anything that happened to my life. They were all my decision, anyway. I’m grateful that it did happen to me. My past isn’t really a good one, but it did made me strong. I am what I am now because of these things. I wouldn’t be me if it didn’t.
Right now, I wanna believe in something. I think I’ll stick with it for now, and wait.
I don’t wanna make every same mistake I made in the past. For now, I will wait.
And when it’s the time to move, it will be my time.
I think I found a really good and cool friend, I don’t wanna waste it.
Thanks, dude! :’D
Nov 15, 2010 [Mon]
Oh my, such Revelations!
Posted by erinbare under paranoia | Tags: gimik, odd, saturday night out |Leave a Comment
Saturday night out was a really fun night.
Revelations at its finest~ :D
You were ruled out of #4,
but hey~ you ruled me out too! :P
Though let’s talk again when the time comes
that it’s possible to write you back on the list.
HAHA!
For now,
let’s both drink and smoke our hearts out~
and I’m still backing off! LOL
~~~
Why did I even blog this?
HAHA LOL
on random notes of parchment… 