November 2010


01. Claustrophobia – Suffocation
Migraine. Blodshot eyes. Darkness\ everywhere. Goin off the deep end. Insomnia. Ill effects of a terrible break up. But it’s gonna be OK. No matter how funky things may get, you will get through this.

02. STOP dwelling
on the past. It shows no good. It causes wrinkles. Start resisting what is yet to suffer. Smile. Laugh. You’ll look better. Really!

03. Leave yesterday behind
If Keno did it, so can you! Chalk it up to experience. Use it all as your reference when you dispense advice to other needy souls who made wrong turns along the highway of love.

04. Learn
from the mistakes of your heart. Broken hearts can be mended. Wounds build character. Open the doors that you have once shut. Not doing so will make you old and grumpy. Be open to being.

05. Move forward
History is called such for a reason. It’s meant to stay in the past to be studied and be learnt from. It’s better than standing still. Even better than rolling backwards. Tomorrow is another day. The rest of the story of your life remains unwritten.

Running away
Embrace your future

Stonefree – Langit

masikip na kuwarto, pigil na hininga,
sakit ng ulo, pagluha ng mata,
madilim na paligid, magulo ang isip,
di makatulog, parusang malupit!

iwan ang kahapon, harapin mo ang bukas,
lahat ng bagay may wakas.

nangungulila, sa pag-ibig mong lubos,
sigaw ng damdamin, biglang napaos,
ayaw pumiglas, sa’king pagkatali,
tanggapin ang lahat, ng ‘di na maulit!

iwan ang kahapon, harapin mo ang bukas,
lahat ng bagay may wakas.

maling pag-ibig ay dapat kalimutan,
saradong pinto’y muling buksan.

madilim na kahapon, ay lumiwanag,
mga problema’y nawala nang lahat,
napawi ang luha, lamig ay uminit,
luminaw ang isip, nakita ang langit!

iwan ang kahapon, harapin mo ang bukas,
lahat ng bagay may wakas.
iwan ang kahapon, harapin mo ang bukas,
lahat ng bagay may wakas.

If I see your mind without the wall of emotion that I tore,
I could get everything back.
This time, we will let this go!!

I fall for HAWTSMEXYCUTE guys.
Especially if they are TALLERSKINNIER, and PRETTIER than I am. ~<3

I’m so in-love with Yuichi Nakamura so much right now~♥

Saturday night out was a really fun night.

Revelations at its finest~ :D

You were ruled out of #4,
but hey~ you ruled me out too! :P

Though let’s talk again when the time comes
that it’s possible to write you back on the list.
HAHA!

For now,
let’s both drink and smoke our hearts out~
and I’m still backing off! LOL

~~~
Why did I even blog this?
HAHA LOL

HELLO NOVEMBER!

It’s the start of November, and I’m expecting nothing today.
Though it’s my mom’s birthday today.
Nevertheless, it’s a holiday here in my country.

I woke up early today just to sleep again. I was listening to the people outside my room. Just when I was about to fall asleep again, they were trying to knock on my door and I think it was my little brother trying to find his way with the documents I left hanging on my door. Of course I was surprised, I quickly jumped out my bed and opened my door.

It was the delivery I was waiting for a month now.

YES! FOR A MONTH NOW!

Every week since September 25, I kept on calling their service center to ask them the status. AND AFTER THE VERY EPIC LONG WAIT! It’s now on my doorsteps! YEY! *dance dance* haha

So I just got out of my bed. In other words, I don’t look decent. *sudpeys* So I got my lovely towel and placed it on one of my shoulders and covered my front. Yea, I was wearing shirt and shorts but that’s not enough. LOL

SO SAY HELLO TO MY CANON FREEBIES!

In my previous post, “Belphegor, Squalo, and Rasiel“, I posted that I bought a new DSLR and lens and I’m waiting for the freebies that they’ll send me. So there. I’m really happy about this! YAY!

3-Year Warranty Card and Manual

I was really happy about it! It’s not everyday that you’d get a 3 Year Warranty for something you bought. It’s usually just a year or two. I’m very lucky to get this. Plus, I didn’t expect it to have a card with it. hehe~ I worked in a callcenter before as a technical support representative and one of the requirements to have your gadget repaired or replaced is to have the receipt. Here, it’s waaaaay better since there is an actual proof.

Gokudera :: tamrac velocity 8x bag

I was really WAITING for this because I really didn’t expect that I’d get a free bag with my purchase. I was really surprised when I found out that the color was BLACK&RED! It’s very special for me, and I love the color! I was expecting it to be blue because when I was searching in the Internet, I thought it only had blue and brown in stock. So WOOT!

Then, I remembered Canon’s color is Black&Red so yea~ hahaha! I’m so slow these days haha!

And yes, I named that bag Gokudera. Yamamoto is one of the guardians from Katekyo Hitman Reborn. He is the storm guardian, and thus has the color red. LOL I know, that’s really lame that I’d name my photography things on KHR characters. But I’d want to do that since if I did, I have a feeling that my collection will be wider and better. XD

It’s also funny that my camera is named Belphegor since he is Varia’s storm guardian. hahaha!

Yamamoto :: Special Canon EF Lens Collectors Cup

I really love this! To have a tumbler shaped like a very expensive lens. haha! I usually have Starbucks tumblers and others, but this is an authentic Canon Collectors Cup. I’m so blessed that I don’t need to purchase it anymore. :D Saved me a whole lotta cash. hehe

looks just like a normal Canon White Lens

but sorry, it’s a tumbler~ XD

I named this tumbler Yamamoto just because he is the water guardian. haha! I won’t place water there since there is a very small hole on top of it. I think it’s best to put hot coffee in it since well, it’s stainless. I don’t know. Hello Starbucks! XD

And yes, like the bag, it’s also Ironic that I named this after a water guardian. Sqaullo is actually Varia’s water guardian. :P Bleh~

I can say that the names are purely coincidental. I was thinking wisely on how to them them based on their structure or purpose. It just so happened that it’s like that. HAHA

delivery receipts and serial numbers

I’d like to thank DHL for delivering my stuffs on a holiday. :P and to Canon, thank you so much! It’s like I didn’t spend so much here. But well yea, haha you get my point. Purchasing a separate bag will be very expensive and it’s good that it’s an 8x bag and it’s very big. Though I wish the style was better. LOL

Happy day today! :”D